Thursday, August 17, 2006

Today is the Day

Today is the day I find out about this job. I am pretty sure that the company will make me an offer; the question is now what will that offer look like? I alternate between feeling nervous and calm and anticipate feeling this way for six months as our lives get shaken up. Is it worth the stress? Should I just stay in the cozy little Shire where the only thing that really seems to get people excited is the possible building of a cross-town street?

I am in too deep. How to say no without a good reason other than it is too scary? A push out the door and into the land of Mordor . . . or Gondor. At least I will not be bored or restless for the next few years. Anxious, stressed out or unhappy maybe but not bored. And boredom is something I fear.

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